Morning: I was sad and scared of taking the exams. I was feeling pressured too. And little. So I ran away.
Traffic. The driver made us go. I got some money back and walked. While walking I thought of it as a punishment for running away. But rode another ride halfway. I’m a half ass lol.
I stopped at a convenience store to get a drink. And walked home.
I took out the stuffs I bought yesterday. One of them is the cards from cardcaptor sakura. It is said it can be used for divination too. So, I arranged it. Somehow, I got motivated to do something. Like cleaning my room. But I settle for drawing since I like drawing my feelings and impulses.
I got hungry and ate some apple. I got sad. I feel like throwing up. Now I think eating makes me sad…
Now I don’t want to eat.
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I’d like to run away too this morning, but all I have is music.
youtube.com/watch?v=1w2D1DcJa4U
And lame platitudes.
@Hazy Day Sunflower
Well, music is a great escape method too. I wish I discovered music when I was younger. X)
I’ve had non stop music in my ears for decades.
They still sell clow cards over there? awesome. I remember people hunting them down in my country for tarot purposes.
@Mf
Yes 😀
And I’m terribly sorry for the late reply