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throwing up

Hi. I’m halfass and I like running away

by mranony 1/30/2016

written by mranony

Morning: I was sad and scared of taking the exams. I was feeling pressured too. And little. So I ran away.

Traffic. The driver made us go. I got some money back and walked. While walking I thought of it as a punishment for running away. But rode another ride halfway. I’m a half ass lol.

I stopped at a convenience store to get a drink. And walked home.

I took out the stuffs I bought yesterday. One of them is the cards from cardcaptor sakura. It is said it can be used for divination too. So, I arranged it. Somehow, I got motivated to do something. Like […]

1/30/2016 5 comments

Im feeling better.

by Delisnak 9/5/2015

written by Delisnak

Im not sick and throwing up anymore. thank god that was horrible im never gonna try to overdose again. dont do it you’ll regret it.

9/5/2015 5 comments

somebody stole my car radio

by Jess 7/16/2015

written by Jess

somebody stole my car radio, and now I just sit in silence.

I can’t do this anymore. I’ve cut myself 3 times today, and I keep throwing up. i am a sack of shit, bleeding and spewing garbage.

i want to disappear. I can’t live without my sister.

7/16/2015 1 comment

Last October

by Brittany 4/15/2015

written by Brittany

Last October i did something stupid. I don’t regret it…i just wish it had worked sometimes. I’m fucked. I OD on a shit ton of different pills. I came home one day from school and i didn’t plan it, it just happened. I just didn’t think i could go on anymore. i gathered everything i could get my hands on. Around 430 i took them all. At 5 my sister called my brother and I to have dinner. I started getting light headed and hurried to do the dishes and get back to my room. I quickly wrote a note to a couple friend, which […]

4/15/2015 0 comment

Contemplating suicide

by brokengirll 4/9/2015

written by brokengirll

I am just wandering if I was to overdose on sleeping pills would I die quickly or would I end up throwing up the pills or something worse? And will it hurt to overdose on pills.

4/9/2015 12 comments

I dont know what to do

by Nela 2/1/2015

written by Nela

I haven’t slept properly in days, I keep throwing up everything I eat, I’m having panic attacks. I live with my boyfriend and he’s sitting in the lounge laughing with his friend, he doesn’t know if he wants to be with me or not just making it worse. I have no-one to talk too nowhere to go all I keep imagining is how to kill myself. I’ve taken drugs they dont work. I just want to die. All I want is not to feel so empty. I just need someone.

2/1/2015 17 comments

Failure suicide attempts

by jenn1983 12/12/2014

written by jenn1983

I was have been depressed since march of this year. and the trigger was separation from my husband. I have loved my husband and left everything for him and now he kicked me out of the house because i called the cops on him as i was slapped and was injured once. I have hired a lawyer to get the charged dropped or atleast convey to the prosecutor for leniency. We both have our flaws and i am from get go willing to seek couples counselling. I have been so helpless and a failure as i was hoping to be a good wife. i still love my […]

12/12/2014 4 comments

Oddly Enough Still Alive

by hufflesigh 10/13/2014

written by hufflesigh

Short one.

About 4 days ago I ate 20 castor seeds. I kept them down for about an hour to two hours so they should have been fully dissolved. I peuked and had bad diarreah for about a day then the throwing up went away. The liquid poops I still have. And I havent had a solid one since. I know that its supposed to take a few days but it seems like its not going to work. Any body have any experience trying with ricin/castor seeds?

The stomach doesnt dissolve it as were in another form. We dont have to go into that though because of […]

10/13/2014 1 comment

Sleeping pills?

by Aiming At Yoko 7/11/2014

written by Aiming At Yoko

Hello!

So I have a few questions about the method of overdosing. See, what I really want to do is use helium or ********, but I’m not in a position where I can get the necessary equipment. Anyway, I’m probably going to overdose on pills. But I really don’t want to deal with the throwing up and pain. So I was wondering, if I took some strong sleeping pills before, or just overdosed on sleeping pills, do you think I’d fall asleep first and stay asleep? Because that would be ideal. Thank you!

7/11/2014 9 comments

Help me not do it

by beaGhost 5/28/2014

written by beaGhost

Once an addict, always an addict… right? So that’s how this works too I guess. I want to cut so badly. I’ll have to go to the store to get some blades and replenish my selection. Seeing my thoughts written down makes me feel like throwing up. Good thing I’m too high to care

5/28/2014 2 comments

doesn’t make sense.

by lifeishorrible 4/12/2014

written by lifeishorrible

My first attempt I took 26 or 29,I can’t remember but I can bearly take ten without getting the feeling of throwing up.I have a long way to go.I feel high & my stomach Is starting to hurt,that means that It’s doing It’s job

4/12/2014 1 comment

Throwing up and bleeding

by Abselom 11/18/2012

written by Abselom

Well it’s that time again… But there is way too much going on in my head .. I am physically and mental and emotionally done. Now I’m throwing up .. Â More and more Just keeps happening and my body aches of soreness andmy skin feels tense Â and raw

11/18/2012 4 comments