I don’t understand why I always manage to mess things up i found someone who understands me loved me and was there for me but I sabatage the relationship that there is no coming back this time I can’t for give my self I would rather just disappear it’s almost been a year and time isn’t healing anything how can u let go of a person if u love them
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How did you sabotage it?
Oh I don’t even know were to start cordless i just messed things up totally i wasn’t abusive or anything I won’t go into details just wanted different for my kids not coming from a broken home like I did
Once upon a time I dated someone for 12 years and when he left and the way he left crushed me. It took me many years to get over. I understand your pain. I just tried to keep busy and date other people. I think it did wound me for life though. I’m 40 now and I never married or had children.