Fucking hypocrites, everyone of them.
Everyone who judges me and tells me I’m on the wrong path; then I look a little deeper and realize what fucked-up lives THEY lead.
Their own abusive relatives, partners who ignore them, bad marriages, addictions, self-loathing… they need to look at their own fucking problems before they pass sentence on me.
I’m not going to listen to them anymore. I am reaching higher. I am going within and learning to follow my instincts; to listen to my gut, my head, my heart. I am going to hone that skill. All my instincts have been telling me to Be Love. To reach out to those I want to and to unconditionally love those I want to. And if what I do is “wrong” in society’s moral eyes so be it. If people get jealous, fuck them, they don’t get it. Love is rarely about sex, but dammit, if that’s where it takes me so be it. I’m done being the celibate martyr, done sacrificing myself for everyone else’s comfort.
I’m DONE looking to society to give me guidance. All society has done is fucked up a lot of people in a lot of ways. Fucking, rotten, bastard hypocrites.
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yes there are a lot of hypocrites out there, all trying to prove how smart they are, while they are really dumb, it amazing even really smart people do even dumber things that wreck their lives! what you do is listen to people politely and use your conman sense, and do what you feel is right.
Try not to do things that might hurt other people, or be dishonest, or you’ll just end up feeling worse yourself. Be upfront about your intentions with everyone close to you and with any significant others/p.artners/love interests/people who show an ‘interest’ in you.
No one likes being lead on or betrayed, and if one cared so little about somebody that one would do that to them, it means one would be selfishly using them, which again will only backfire on the user. ‘Love the one you’re with’ and if you don’t, tell them your feelings have changed and set them free so they can find someone else and be happy. (Or at least so that they can be happy on their own, because it’s better to be single than feel alone in a relationship.)
I don’t know if what I wrote has anything to do with your situation, that’s just what I came up with (feel free to disregard if it doesn’t apply to you).
There are in fact a lot of Hypocrites out there… too many to count. They all act like they are better then people like us.. but when you examine them closely you find out they are just as fucked up, often even more so. Everybody has issues. People who try to cover up their issues are no better then the rest of the lot. Well this is a good forum with a lot of very understanding people. Very down to earth people here. I hope things work out for you.