I’ve concluded that it will be my fav knife that I will use to end it. With a quick, maybe angry, jab in the neck I’ll get to watch all my red flow out like a river and feel the pleasant sting as that freeing embrace of death comes ever closer. I will enjoy thoses last moments more so than any in the past.
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Mr Angry, that knife is beautiful. I’m so envious of you. You know I always fantasize about jabbing a knife in my throat or my gut. You speak my language. 🙂 Hope you enjoy those last moments. I know mine will be glorious. The pain. The blood… I can just picture it… Amazing
Hey ylem have you heard from sportsnut?
What makes it your favorite knife?
I think it’a a good way to go. I’ve never thought in using a knife. So simple but so efficient.
And of course you’ll enjoy your last moments. All that blood…a red river of death…beautiful!!
Swing your suicide in a red sea of freedom
But man, how will you practise? You can’t miss the right spot on your neck.
🙂
Ive extensively reasearched the human neck and there’s two main arteries (I forget the proper name) and even though cutting only one will not guarantee death I know there wont be anyone to intervene and stop the bleeding so yeah I’m pretty right with it I think also I kinda for some reason dont want to try slicing both from side to side because doing that might make my body’s survival instincts kick in and stop me so that’s why I’m going to stab at one of the arteries 🙂
Its just my normal use knife cause its a quick flic and its got those real wood pieces and i like the dark color and its nice and sharpened and yeah thats pretty much it
How long have you owned it?
Not that long probs about a year now, I like knives, I’ve also got a big pig sticker and that one’s full black and forward curve but its a bit too big so yeah the browning is my fav
I got a knife just like that u made a date
Sounds like a really painful method. Not only would it be painful to be bleeding like that > but it could take a long time for you to bleed enough to finally die and somebody could come buy and save you. ever think of that? Also it would be super messy. but anyway I wish you the best. I hope you dont do it.
Drowning i dont but im ready to do it at any time when i decide.
Phantom yes i know i have reasearched it, it would take aprox 1&1/2 – 2 mins if heart rate isnt too high and only one artery is cut and theres isnt anyone that would find me (id probs make sure of the time due to that)
Also i want the bloody mess and pain in the death its just how i wanna go.
There you go theres the piggy sticker i quite like if for whitling and small chopping.
I once considered using it for the end but alas it is a little too big to be accurate.
I feel like you’d need a pretty damn sharp knife to slice through the Carotid Artery…
Not sharp and not slice: force, and stab thats how ill do it
Hi 🙂 🙂 🙂
It’s a sideeffect of being suicidal. You spend most of the time planing suicide instead of how to overcome these thoughts.
I have a suggestion. Try to overcome your fears, your vulnerabilities, your despair.
Spend your time in searching how to make this life better.
Best of Luck. 🙂
Peace for you. 🙂
And anyways…
We all been at this stage.
But thats just it, i dont really have vulnerabilities or fears (other then failing life) and i just think of how i cam kill myself a lot so ive thought threw lots of ways and i most of the time try to be better and be happier but i dont know anymore…
I guess i shoudnt make excuses…
Good suggestion anyway though keep it up 🙂