How’s everyone on sp today ? Anyone heard from Ylem ?
I’m not feeling so low today can someone tell me isit wrong to have suicidal thoughts and not feel to act on them ? right now my mind seems to be jumping between the too one day I think I’m going to act on it then another day il be low but not want to act on it for some reason maybe I don’t have the mental energy I don’t no
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Hey mate. :))
It’s not wrong..it’s just you..aren’t you sleepy right now? I am
I’m sleepless man insomnia man
Sundays and sleepiness. What’s that?
Hey drowning. So glad to hear you’re not feeling so low today. I Think I understand what your saying and I think it’s normal. Back when I was really convinced I would kill myself my feelings/motivation toward it would fluctuate. Sometimes I felt like I just didn’t have the energy to kill myself. I hope you have a pleasant day my friend.
Thank ny how r u
Hello! Glad to hear you’re not doing so bad. I’m not doing so bad myself. Staying up till 4 am here last night really helped me. To sad I woke up like, 20 minutes ago and it’s already midday. I couldn’t watch Sunday morning movies. But well, I’ll watch them in the afternoon..
I have thought about killing myself everyday for the last ten years, yet I’m still alive. I think it’s pretty normal, to have suicidal thoughts and not acting on them. On some periods of time I feel like I have reached my limits, yet I still keep on living, one day at time. So, I don’t know what it is, but it happens, I guess.
Hay zero I just woke up from a nap man
You mean like sitting around just thinking about how you could do it without really wanting to do it, at least at that time, ??
I do that more times than I would care to admit.
Thanks cordless so it’s pretty ok what would u say that is tho u have any idea
No some days I proberly would then other day I don’t think I will it’s mad
One thing about my persistence with killing myself that its really not our choice when or how we die. So in that comes the agony of being out of control. And the emotional deluge of Drowning, in a life. The river in time flows weather we look for calmer waters or not. Just quit fighting
Quit fighting about some things, at least.
With other things, fight like hell.
Agreed. Life is often about picking which battles to fight. It’s a cost-benefits analysis of sorts. While some fights should be paused, there are others which are very much worth fighting.
Yh I get that
Thanks totree I get u it’s hard sometimes tho my friend how r u