I’d say 99% considering that I desperately want to end it but I really don’t have a very good reason besides being depressed and I’m afraid of destroying my family. If it weren’t for my completely inconvenient to myself, severe empathy, and fight or flight response, I would have been dead so long ago.
Right now at rather safe 10%. But I fluctuate a lot, even from day to day. I think when I finally kill myself it will be spontaneously during one of those low points.
Well, maybe a bit higher. I just caught myself thinking that I should kill myself already. Oh, those sweet ideas I have before going to sleep. Or when waiting for a bus. Or when just staring at a ceiling.
at the present moment 30%
the percentage changes all the time, one day 10% next day 75% next day 40%, then back to 10%, that’s why it is important not to act when your a 90% COULD BE A 10% TOMORROW! if i was a constant 90% for a long period of time i’d be gone.
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It depends on if I’m able to distract myself but I’d say 65%.
I’d say 99% considering that I desperately want to end it but I really don’t have a very good reason besides being depressed and I’m afraid of destroying my family. If it weren’t for my completely inconvenient to myself, severe empathy, and fight or flight response, I would have been dead so long ago.
Pretty much at s constant 60%
Right now at rather safe 10%. But I fluctuate a lot, even from day to day. I think when I finally kill myself it will be spontaneously during one of those low points.
Well, maybe a bit higher. I just caught myself thinking that I should kill myself already. Oh, those sweet ideas I have before going to sleep. Or when waiting for a bus. Or when just staring at a ceiling.
at the present moment 30%
the percentage changes all the time, one day 10% next day 75% next day 40%, then back to 10%, that’s why it is important not to act when your a 90% COULD BE A 10% TOMORROW! if i was a constant 90% for a long period of time i’d be gone.
Today, 25%.
About 60-90% everyday. It gets worse at night.
90
and 100 tomorrow
10% but It could be 80% in 10 mins
Bipolar is a ride to say the least
Still at 10, looks like its going to be a good day