Dear past
How long will your torment last
Everytime we meet there is such a storm, its destroys everything I just earned
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I love you past
You are all I have ever had
You were my light
I forgive you… Please forgive me
Its for the best
I now put our relationship to rest
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If you ask me; there’s no better way to vent then by writing a poam….
But that’s just me.
tbh I have made huge strides in dealing with everything, this morning I lost my cool though.
Hey, aspie. I’m glad that you’ve found an outlet for your frustrations. I agree, writing is a great venting tool. What happened this morning, though?
I bottled up resentment from all my family members for the past month and a half.
This morning though I was woken up by my younger sister cooking… I was annoyed but I didn’t say anything I just stayed in bed.
But 15 minute after she was done There were probably 30 bull frogs crooking and it was poring rain (I live in a sunroom in Florida). I was able to take two hours of this until I cursed out the frogs (they stopped).
I now have a plan for what to do when something like this happens.
Haha. The situation isn’t funny, but the fact that you got the bull frogs to shut up by yelling at them is.
Anyway, so what’s your plan?
Well I wrote this poam feeling discouraged, ashamed and angry… But also somewhat open and somewhat willing to move forward once again.
I’m a Christian again, my faith had to be hit with a defibrillator… But here I am.
Here’s what that means…
* My role model is Jesus Christ.
* I’m part of something much larger then myself.
* He keeps hope alive in dark times and always greats me with open arms.
* He holds me accountable but shows mercy when I repent.
* He’s pure in a tainted society.
* Gives my life purpose
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That should have been in a another post but oh well.
My whole life is long and complicating so my posts have to be as well.
*****To answer your question I plan to live in the moment.*****