Self-destruction is a beautiful thing

hey anony. i’m glad i saw this.
I hope you reread that post when you responded and the video helped again..

beauty in the eye of the beholder and all that jazz. what’s wrong with black, anyway?
everywhere besides light it’s color combined, if you look at something like a pen you can bleed out the different hues and it’s really an incredible combination.
and i remember your picture, the depression as black goop. you’re more than it even under the influence. expression can be beautiful even when it hurts or seems ugly. (though.. maybe not the Literal hurt, hey?)

Meh, you’re already tough. just got to use that for yourself instead of against you. I’ll stick to hoping for better days for ya; best i can do in lieu of solid advice. i’ve felt that literal heartache and it’s.. i don’t know what to do with it.

As for me..
Well. still sorting that out.
in terms of sweetener, though; actual, french vanilla creamer smells like cotton candy. least the brand at work, anyway.
i hope next time’ll be a late reply, too. i’d like to think it means life isn’t being as bitter and you can enjoy it.