I feel like everything is imploding and I’m so stressed but I just want it all to stop and it’s not going to. I am trying to live but it’s hard. I am trying to do something for me but the bank is making it super hard and all of this feels impossible. I just want to die but only like 10%. most of me knows this feeling will pass and return and pass and return. It’s wearing me down but I continue marching forward because that Is what I’m supposed to do, because there are some good times in life. because as long as i can hold on to those I can move forward. I really wish things would end so i didn’t have to struggle anymore but know that’s not reason enough for it. I’m very lucky to have all of the things I have in my life and I will be ok. Everything has to be ok. I just need to keep going.
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Yup, that’s life. If you ever feel the need to cry, let it all out, cry as hard as you want and until you’re satisfied because crying is nature’s way of purging stress and pain. Man or woman, we’re all human and shouldn’t suppress or deny the help nature has encoded in us. It won’t make your worldly problems go away but at least there’s less negativity holding you back and more energy for problem solving instead of wasting those energies bottling up negative emotions. Changing things in your life starts from the inside. One step at a time.