They found me, they took it. I’m so mad until now.
I guess I’ll just stab myself when I’m really drunk. Whatever, I’m not scared.
Somebody mentioned a while ago they spend time in a forest, and took photos of it. Well, here’s where I spend all the time I am supposed to be in uni.
It’s just a park, I don’t really live near a forest. There are always people here, but they are always strangers.
I like it.
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Dude, seriously I would be very pissed if somebody took my gun. I keep mine practically buried and sealed in plastic to prevent even condensation. Even if I never pull that trigger that little baby has given me much comfort many a day.
Yeah, I know that feeling, that peace you get when you know the gun is there and any minute you can do it. And yeah, I’m still pissed.
Why can’t your just put up with Uni and pretend you are happy there. Get your degree then get the hell out of there. How horrible can it be ??.
lol seriously awesome advice there mate. You should leave that same advice on every post as its pretty much universally applicable after all. Hey everyone, no matter what you are going through. Just put up with it and pretend to be happy. Because hey how horrible can it really be. The amazing answer to all lifes problems right there.
*sigh* I’ll patiently explain, I don’t want to get angry.
First: I’m dumb as fuck, I don’t understand a shit I did there.
Second: I hate that degree with my soul. They chose it for me, like another reminder of I’m a fucking slave. Everyone promised things would be different when I finished school, that I would be able to make my own decisions. They aren’t.
Third: I’m just so tired man, getting up every day is really heavy for me. I gave up.
I don’t even want to pretend I’m fine, I’m just so so tired. This body is really worn out.
Honestly stabbing is not an option for me bc I’m scared of pain. I’m in college right now but I’m not making any progress since my depressions gotten worse. I’m pretty sure all my profs know I’m mental I randomly cry in class a lot and look anxious and insecure all the time…and yes it’s fucking embarrasing. Going to college when you have mental disorder only makes it worse I think… I suggest give it some time until you are ready for uni, or you’ll be wasting time,money and only get even more stressed unless you are sure you can do well in there
I’m sorry you’re going through that. And I’m sure my professors suspect there’s something wrong with me too.
Whatever man, it’s not my money, it’s my parents’. And I hate them so I don’t care anymore.