…but sometimes, I deeply loathe “normies.” Or at least most of them.
Tonight, I’m just seething with rage, thinking about it. They make my blood boil. Fuck them. Fuck them and fuck their functioning brains, which they take for granted. Fuck their unwarranted sense of superiority. Fuck their hatred and contempt for the weak. Fuck their forked tongues and narrow-mindedness. Fuck their bright futures and their smug condescension. Fuck their cruelty. Fuck everything about them.
Part of me realizes that this attitude is probably a phase that’ll pass—something toxic that I’ll look back on in a few months and cringe at. But for now, it seems pretty reasonable. I hate them.
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You’re right, this is just a phase. Regardless, I think it’s alright, and understandable, to feel like this. You have so much anger and frustration, due to your situation, that it needs to be directed somewhere. So, attacking the “normies” is essentially a form of catharsis. However, the simple fact is that there are no such thing as normies, as you well know. Every person has her/his own problems, issues, and quirks. And yes, some people definitely have it easier in life, but that doesn’t necessarily make them assholes.
Anyway, long story short, I just wanted to say that it’s ok to feel like this. O and it’s impressive that while you’re experiencing this, a part of you can still objectively look at it. That’s some A grade introspection.
Well, I can see what you mean, but my definition of “normies” (and I wish I had a better word for them) isn’t people who don’t have problems. Everybody has problems. I’m talking about people who don’t have significant mental problems.
While it’s true that no one has a perfect brain, and it can even be argued that everyone is mentally ill to some degree, I think you know what I’m trying to say. There’s a gulf of difference between people like us, and your average person. Most people don’t find themselves regularly posting to a site like this. Most people will never be institutionalized. Most people won’t spend years thinking about offing themselves, or swallowing pills in an attempt to make voices stop. Everyone is messed up, but there are outliers in every set, and those outliers are the ones who get singled out and stepped on.
Not all of them assholes. That’s true, and I’ll admit that.
And thanks. I’ve noticed that sometimes I go through phases of extreme thought. One you might remember is when I used to insist that I wasn’t a person. And although I sometimes still suspect that I’m not a person, for the most part, it was just an extreme phase that I went through. Maybe this will be the same. But right now, it seems like a reasonable response to the things I’ve seen and the things I’ve experienced.
Ah ok, so basically “mentally healthy” people.
Yip, we are the outliers. However, I wouldn’t say that outliers are always stepped on or singled out. But yeah, outliers are definitely, on average, more vulnerable to those kinds of things.
No problem. Ah, I remember that phase. It’s good to hear that you’re, mostly, over that. I hope this will also be a phase, and I think it is one. However, like I said, it’s understandable that you’re feeling like this. You’re experiencing quite a lot of anger, and it needs to go somewhere.
Maybe you just feel anger in general about things, and that’s where it feels easiest/best to point it?
I’m always angry, to a degree. Unless I’m numb.
I really only have about five emotions that I feel on a regular basis. Anger, fear, confusion, sadness, and numbness. Although numbness is a lack of emotion, so I guess I only have four.
Usually my anger is pointed inward. But now I’m pointing it in both directions. I hate who I am, but I also hate the people who mistreat me for being who I am.
Yeah, it doesn’t make sense, but I’ve given up on things making sense.
It makes sense to me…
I often feel the same. It’s can seem that there’s the rest of the world, functional, happy, and then there’s you. I think it’s important to remember that ultimately, everyone ends up weak and vulnerable, one way or another. Even rich celebrities and powerful politicians. Some learn this over time, and develop compassion. Some go to their graves denying that they are broken. But every single person will be humbled, in time.
You’re definitely right about that. Everyone ends up weak and vulnerable at some point, which is why we should be kind towards the weak and vulnerable.
That’s one thing I just don’t understand, is the cruelty. So many of them have so much hatred for the weak. And that’s my biggest problem with them. Sure, I envy them. Of course I envy them. But most of my hatred doesn’t come from that. It comes from my observations about how they treat the weak. They’re predatory. They’re needlessly vicious and monstrous to people like us.
I may not be a particularly good person, but even I just can’t understand that kind of cruelty.
And I realize that combating hate with more hate probably isn’t a good idea. But I don’t know what else to do.
Predators for the weak. Strong, they needn’t even worry. Remember the times when we have been exceptionally strong.
I think there’s an aspect of denial to it. By being cruel to the weak, by denying their humanity, you can deny that it will one day happen to you. Their weakness becomes something entirely alien, and unrelated to you. So you don’t have to worry about it anymore. Your target deserves your cruelty, for being the source of such weakness.
Most people grow out of it, when enough things have gone wrong in their lives for them to realize that weakness is universal, and built in to the human condition. That the people they’ve tormented really are just like them, they just had less luck starting out.
I’m not saying don’t be angry. But try to understand that they’re coming from a position of ignorance & denial. They’re so subconsciously desperate to maintain their delusions about the significance of their own lives that they won’t admit to the humanity of others less temporarily fortunate.
I feel like this all the time. As far as the female normies go, they’ll all end up looking like crap however ‘beautiful’ they were.
These people are people who feel bad in moderation. These folks get bad times like the famous quotes suit on them because their bad times come when things go terrible but there is a humane hope in their way/track that they know of so they hold on, the empty darkness we experience is different. For them, good times do come just as often as bad times. The stability is there. I don’t blame us all about the extreme moods we feel the condition we are in because if things were slightly better for us we would have time to recover too. But thats all a history. Hope you see what I mean. Everyone ends up weak and vulnerable sure do.. but not to the greater heights of 50 thousand feet there is a difference. There is a meaning in why we feel and why we are the way we are. We wouldn’t be anything else if we weren’t this. We are hanging on the edge (atleast me) and God should bow its head because it is miraculous we are still Alive. Whiskered im sorry for writing this response my head is spinning and I didnt intend to get ANY points across. Im myself quite filled with anger
It makes sense to hate normal people. Normal people make the world a worse place for those of us who are not normal. So yea its logical to feel anger or hatred towards anything that makes your life more difficult or painful.
The normies forced me to live once (literally) and intervened in a perfectly good suicide attempt. As a group they deny us a right to death. No love lost here,
Yeah, they seem to be huge fans of imprisonment. They like to disguise torture as “help.” Monsters. Absolute monsters.
All true. Your reply made me catch my breath. Torture as “help”!! – My God right.The monsters aren’t who people think they are either, right?
Right, they aren’t. They tell everyone that the monsters are us. But in reality, they’re the monsters. And that’s the cold hard truth.
They are the monsters, blissfully so. They don’t give a rats ass how much you or I suffer as long as we are just kept alive. That’s the population in general. Then perhaps there are the specialized monsters. Is this a stretch?
I am thinking some drs for example.