When I’m over the top depressed I feel the same but sometimes when the black cloud is gone and I can see a bit of sky (means nice thoughts due to good meditation etc which is not frequent) I realise people are way more friendlier to one another or me and it starts making sense.. that if I see them with a cheer they’ll show me the same gesture. this is why I personally think there has to be a connection with our inner state with how we see the world around us. But I’m certain people have been more than cruel with you otherwise you wouldn’t be so negative.
hmmm…
why is it that whenerver I ask you, things become usual & normal so suddenly 😀
your post makes it seem to me like you’r really angry…
then I ask you… & u’r like
“ah, no… no worries… everything is going on well…”
😀
what’s up with that ? 🙂
okay then… just know that if u need to talk I’m here
& I’m still waiting to know if there’s any progress regarding the medication reduction plan
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Robstein Yes they are but we have very less to do with it. Did anything recently broke your heart or are you generally speaking ?
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When I’m over the top depressed I feel the same but sometimes when the black cloud is gone and I can see a bit of sky (means nice thoughts due to good meditation etc which is not frequent) I realise people are way more friendlier to one another or me and it starts making sense.. that if I see them with a cheer they’ll show me the same gesture. this is why I personally think there has to be a connection with our inner state with how we see the world around us. But I’m certain people have been more than cruel with you otherwise you wouldn’t be so negative.
I’m living some nasty things
i’m sorry to hear that… 🙁
do u wanna talk about some specific things that happened?
As usual
hmmm…
why is it that whenerver I ask you, things become usual & normal so suddenly 😀
your post makes it seem to me like you’r really angry…
then I ask you… & u’r like
“ah, no… no worries… everything is going on well…”
😀
what’s up with that ? 🙂
okay then… just know that if u need to talk I’m here
& I’m still waiting to know if there’s any progress regarding the medication reduction plan
& also the dated list we talked about…
I hope u’r not forgetting these two things 🙂