I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My insides feel shattered, I don’t know how to escape. Always writhing in constant agitation, falling asleep is hell. This world is torture. I hate this universe so much it suffocates me. Everything is wrong. I need to get rid of this loathing, it’s only hurting me. I need to let go of everything I’m holding on to, the past isn’t worth ruining the future. It mesmerizes me how some people can be so strong to carry on through such madness, all for the meaningless pit of life. How do they find the motivation? Why do they? Life is pain, but I don’t know about death.
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I’m so so sorry,
I know there must be so much pain
for you to write all this…
it’s okay love
it’s okay
could we talk?
could you tell me what is hurting you?
I really really wish to help or at least listen to you
& if you wish not to talk here
my email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1@gmail
please know that you’re most most welcome to contact me anytime
tc
& please hold on
<3
It is daunting to see some one describe it so clearly. Sentences that echo in my head being repeated with only a twist of phrasing. It is enough to pull me out from lurking in a need to say something but what? Hello? you are not alone? It all falls short of being able to help, I’m sorry.