I hate myself, humans and the bad things I go through and the bad things around me
Fuck this family, this life and everything around. For me everyone is a demon and everything is shit.
So disappointed with this life
Fuck me, kill me, fuck everything
This life is a prison, everything is a prison, this consciousness
I hope a world war comes and destroys everything
My relatives are monsters, most people are. I hope they get what they deserve
I don’t understand this life
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What the hell is causing you to feel this way? Obviously your personal world is in bad shape right now.
The most important thing I took out of this is that you hate yourself. and im not saying is the cause of all your problems but it affects your outlook on life. you need to work on loving yourself first and working on your weaknesses, and acknowledging your strengths, but of course it’s easier said then done. keep practicing and stay away from the all or nothing way of thinking, you could search that up and see
Thanks both.
One way or another, I hope everything works out. I’ve attempted suicide twice (officially) but it sounds like it was due to different circumstances. I’ve also had a shotgun I’m my mouth on more than one occasion but my mind wouldn’t let me pull the trigger. I’m afraid the next time that happens will be a success. I’m at peace with that.