it’s wild how afraid i became when i realized i truly have nothing to live for. in pushing away everyone i cared about, i have lost all of my reasons to extend my survival. i have no one. i am no one. i guess i kill myself. i hope i succeed. i’m afraid of what comes after death, but i will overcome this fear. nothing else is holding me back now.
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I feel you, my days are meaningless and empty. I don’t want to keep living in this hell, especially if all I’m doing is suffering.
but the idea of the afterlife scares the shit out of me