I cant do this anymore, im so over it all. I’m failing school because i just dont care enough to do any work. I want to die but i promised my bf i wouldn’t, i can’t do this
It’s hard for sure. For many years I told myself I wouldn’t do it because it would hurt my dad. Even though I always felt hurt by him and for good reason I tried hard and made it through. I still feel the same way but it’s easier to control and not quite so intense.
I’m trying, it’s so hard to get through each day. Especially knowing i’m a failure. Even if i don’t kill myself; the fact that i am struggling so much to work in school is going to fuck me over for the rest of my life
You’re not a failure. You have your whole life to succeed at many things.
I was the same way as you when I was younger but I ended up smarter than everyone I know and I have been retired since I was 30 years old.
You never know what can happen.
Perseverance and patience. I wanted a better life and it’s not easy sure but it’s easier if I stop complaining and start learning from my mistakes and making changes to my daily life. I had to grasp concepts like patience. I was in a hurry to figure that one out and I had to realise I was working against myself. I now realise that patience is something I will constantly work towards. I had to learn to embrace the suck too. Life will always have some suck in the least. If I do nothing but pout over it I just make more so I embrace it like a friend and let it empower me by understanding that from sufferings we become stronger and smarter.
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It’s hard for sure. For many years I told myself I wouldn’t do it because it would hurt my dad. Even though I always felt hurt by him and for good reason I tried hard and made it through. I still feel the same way but it’s easier to control and not quite so intense.
I’m here if you want to talk.
I’m trying, it’s so hard to get through each day. Especially knowing i’m a failure. Even if i don’t kill myself; the fact that i am struggling so much to work in school is going to fuck me over for the rest of my life
You’re not a failure. You have your whole life to succeed at many things.
I was the same way as you when I was younger but I ended up smarter than everyone I know and I have been retired since I was 30 years old.
You never know what can happen.
Keep your chun up friend.
How did you do it? How did you manage to succeed even though you were struggling
Perseverance and patience. I wanted a better life and it’s not easy sure but it’s easier if I stop complaining and start learning from my mistakes and making changes to my daily life. I had to grasp concepts like patience. I was in a hurry to figure that one out and I had to realise I was working against myself. I now realise that patience is something I will constantly work towards. I had to learn to embrace the suck too. Life will always have some suck in the least. If I do nothing but pout over it I just make more so I embrace it like a friend and let it empower me by understanding that from sufferings we become stronger and smarter.