I was in Japan for 3 months and I made so many friends, and spent so much time with them everyday, laughing and working, telling stories and doing stuff. It was so wonderful!
I still struggled with some of my mood and personality problems when I was there, but all of it was manageable, really. This happened to me one other time in my life. It seems like if I can just have a lot of friends and see them basically every day, then I am able to just be normal.
Now that I’m home, I don’t really have any froends, except one I never see. So I need to put in some effort and make lots of friends so that I can just be a normal person, to just live a normal life. Because what if, for me, it really is just that easy? I have to try.
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Hope you will feel better than you are now. That’s cool that you went to Japan. Did you go to Tokyo Disney world? I want to visit Japan for that sole purpose alone 😉
I didn’t go there actually. I’m not a huge fan of Disney though, so I don’t mind that.
seems you should try and live in Japan instead
Well of course I want to. But that take some money that I don’t have yet. In about a year or two I’d like to live out there.