Why do l have to endure the same unpleasant feelings, states over and over again everyday?
I know that the pills l’m taking and the persons l live with contribute to it, also the city, the people, the outside environment.
I do not like loud talking for hours like some do.
Some people act like this: they do their own thing until they finally do what others did the best and this takes many years.
They think they’ll get away but l’ll make them pay, everyone who caused me suffering.
I want to pay to every one l did wrong to.
Im so upset over some things, they never go away, nobodys helping.