I always imagined my suicide to be impulsive. Now that I’ve been thinking about it for over half of my life I find myself asking, what should I wear to die? Should I go the way I came? With my skin and scars visible to the world? A suit? Dressed for a party? Perhaps a favorite activity? Swimsuit and snorkel? Pajamas? Oh my. I should get back on my ADD meds so I can make up my mind. Maybe in my undies with two different shoes…
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I bought a suit in 2015 to shoot myself in, (preferred method – shotgun to head) wanted to appear presentable in my grave. That never happened now I just have a random suit jacket in my closet reminding of the dream that didn’t come true … it was like black suit jacket, white shirt, red tie and some brown dress shoes. Did you decide what to wear?
No. I did just buy a suit though. Black jacket and pants.
Sometimes it’s the little things that we think about ever so hardly. I think I’d like to make a Statement with my outfit later. But you may choose whatever fits you best. Good luck finding the right one.!
Part of me wants to go out in some form of presentable garb (formal attire to go straight to the crematorium) but the other other part of me says ‘this will be your final statement, have fun with it’ and wants to go out in a costume, because I fucking love recreating myself.. but, who knows what I’ll go with when the time comes.
I’m giving serious thought to going out how I came in… Completely naked.
Let us know what you choose.