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I need help

by BabyBlu
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I don’t know what to do… I’m being assaulted from all sides… my safe haven is causing me to have panic attacks… I can’t look at myself in the mirror without a shirt on… I was nearly forced to come out to my parents by someone… I’m afraid for a friend who just blocked me in every way that I can communicate with her… I’m freaking out right now… this feels like a cry for attention, but I don’t know how else to voice it… please, I just need someone to talk to… ANYONE…

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a1957 12/9/2018 - 10:28 pm

This place is hit and miss for real time response and we are not mental pro’s but hey I am here right now. What happened top your safe haven?

... stp 12/9/2018 - 10:52 pm

Hi

BabyBlu 12/10/2018 - 9:01 am

Hello.

BabyBlu 12/9/2018 - 11:01 pm

My safe haven started to apply pressure to me. I started to realize that I didn’t practice what I preached, and it freaked me out. Then I started to realize that ultimately I couldn’t help anyone… I was just some stranger on the internet…. Thank you for reaching out.

a1957 12/9/2018 - 11:07 pm

It is huge that you want to help others even with all your own stuff going on. That says a lot!

BabyBlu 12/9/2018 - 11:15 pm

It’s one of the few things that brings me true joy that lasts… I do it to help myself as well as to help others… but I feel powerless.

a1957 12/9/2018 - 11:26 pm

I have noticed that helping others others ends up helping me too. A feeling of powerlessness is awful. Would you be ok with telling a bit more about that?

a1957 12/9/2018 - 11:16 pm

Some people on the internet are in a ton of pain and can say some pretty rough stuff to us even though we mean to help.

” I can’t look at myself in the mirror without a shirt on…” May I ask why?

BabyBlu 12/9/2018 - 11:25 pm

I hate my body… and hate most things about it… I can’t run without looking like a cow… I can’t wear anything tight…

a1957 12/9/2018 - 11:29 pm

I know that describes a lot of us. Me certainly.

a1957 12/9/2018 - 11:33 pm

It is night night time here but I will plan to look at this conversation again tomorrow.

BabyBlu 12/9/2018 - 11:38 pm

Okay… Thank you…

Black Holez 12/10/2018 - 12:00 am

I myself need help. I have no one to talk to aside from my parents and girlfriend and the occasional neighbor who is rarely at home. Maybe we can help each other.

BabyBlu 12/10/2018 - 9:00 am

Of course. What do you want to talk about? I’m here to listen, and will reply as soon as possible. You aren’t alone in whatever you’re dealing with.

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