I keep seeing pictures of her. One of the few women ever to make my heart skip a beat, that I actually have a physical reaction to how attracted to them I am.
Of course I have no rights in this area. Rationally this is totally normal and understandable and FINE.
inside I’m torn apart. She’s had a baby, and the depression inside me is screaming “All the women you love find other men to give them children”
So what do I do with this?
I don’t know, probably go make a cup of coffee and take my morning meds. definitely that.
this life is a shit show sometimes. The only reaction I’ve got is to be a good spectator.
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Life is indeed one great shit show sometimes my friend.
Yep life is a shit show. Sometimes it just beats on you until you give up and don’t fight back anymore.