i have joined some online groups about loneliness and such. i need to find the courage to go on there. and to make myself known. my real life is….well….not going that well…but if i can make some friends online (outside of Facebook and twitter, i deleted those accounts), then who knows? maybe my life can feel more meaningful and such meeting other troubled souls. i like it here too, but im trying to improve my real life and get away from thinking about suicide type things when im down. its still very possible for me to improve my life, so i dont want to give up just yet! i just completed a college degree in what i believe is a good field, maybe i can obtain a job and keep it long term! to all those under 29 on here, please be strong! you have your whole lives ahead of you! i mean that! please if you can make friends and keep up with them, so as you get older you still have positive friends and people who care about you ( i dont really have that). thanks and God bless you all!
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I am in the same need of friends. A few months ago, I discovered that my best friend who was an online friend I had been talking to for 4 years is crazy and even spiritually dangerous.
This was very sad to discover because he made me believe the world is in a better state.
I lost 2 other “friends” 1-2 years ago. And I have only 1 sort of friend and another is an acquaintance.
This is weird epecially now that I have achieved much success in my health and soon in my finances. I am afraid of loneliness. I am living with my mother, the only person I am talking to constantly.
im so happy to hear about your health and finances! that is wonderful! your living situation, though, i know what thats like. please be strong i know its tough. please keep your heart open to friends, and even friends offline as well. positive friends. i will be around here some if you ever need to talk abit as well. try to uplift yourself every way you can. i need to take my own advice lol.
i personally find that since my friend got me to join twitch to watch his videos my anxiety hasnt been that bad. i actually comment quite a lot. joining some sites might be good for you 🙂
thank you so much! those kinds words are very uplifting for me. i am going to move forward to check some (other) cool sites!