the thoughts are getting too loud, i dont want to write anything about my life and why it is this way. i want to leave i need to leave suicide prevention chat doesnt work videos talking about everything will work doesnt do shit i can’t talk to anyone but i need to be here i can’t stay any longer but i need to or i’ll have to fucking ruin their lives i cant it hurts so bad i don’t care about the pain of suicide i need to leave i cant though i need to i cant i’m trapped here for the rest of my life i can’t think of anything else i can’t do this i can’t i can’t i can’t why do i always have to live for other people???????????LET ME GO JUST LET ME GO
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how do i fight the memories?? how is it possible for be to live in this state remembering everything that’s ever happened that’s all happening in my head in the same time?
oooooo baby another day, stay the fuck alive,stay,stay,stay,stay
You definitely don’t have to live for anyone else. Whom do you HAVE to live for, may I ask? Why the hell would you have to live for them? Do they even mean anything or matter to you? If they mean absolutely nothing to you, why would you have to stay alive for them. I’m sure they are just fake f**kpushing their agenda on you, they don’t actually care about you they just care about such agenda. I don’t see that as any real reason to not commit suicide.