Humans are just capitalist robots/machines. fuck it ! biological sack of shits. Programmed just simply only to survive, and repeating boring shits routines everyday. Most humans are laughable in all their so-called “works, jobs, business, professional” yada yada fucking menial & tedious boring shits like that. What is all of this, seriously? Is that all there is to our supposedly meaning of life? Is that all there is to our so-called “purpose” ? Fuck it all ! We are going nowhere. And even if we do, our so-called “progress” is still laughable, when compared to our most creative & wildest imaginations & fantasy. And most humans are just clinging to their optimism bias, namely their survival instincts. Nothing more. Because god forbid us to kill ourselves, to choose to opt out, non-exist from all of this stupid shit show. It’s not even funny anymore. It’s fucking depressing and makes me suicidal.
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I agree, we should put our imagination into reality and make everything amazing but how do we make people or ourselves do this? Any ideas?
You can’t opt out, you can only evolve. That’s what you’re doing, that’s why it hurts.
If you try to opt out you’ll only want to go right back to the same place you left.
Ya that’s the trouble with Capitalism, work to survive. There are ways to ‘beat’ the system, some of us have been trying and have come close like me. Some people get lucky and are born with a silver spoon in their mouths.
However I think the key is to just keep trying and progressing. Most people realize they’re capitalist slaves so they focus on upgrading their careers and getting higher paying jobs.
I’d feel the same as you if I felt my life will never get better and I’ll be stuck at the same job. Speaking of which my current job is ‘ok’ and I’m glad that I’m working because it’s way worse not to have any money.
But I couldn’t do it for another 20 years or so. In my case I have a degree and some experience in business so I know I will be doing better things in my future. I’m just working to pay the bills for now but have other projects on the go.
So long as you feel you’re growing in your career and learning new things, you’ll feel better about life. Some people are happy being stuck in a dead-end job and they live for the weekends or vacation.
There was a psychology experiment with rats. They’d put them in a box partly full of water and a ramp. The ramp was to make them think they’d have a chance of escaping. In the case where the ramp was too steep the rats would give up after a few mins and die quickly.
When the ramp was flatter and they thought they could make it (but it was designed so they wouldn’t), they lasted up to 24 hrs until they finally gave up. So hope, or the illusion that things can get better can be a strong motivator to keep us going.
However it was a rigged experiment. In life there is real hope and opportunity. I’ve seen many people go from rags to riches or start small and then become CEOs. So the key is just to keep striving.
I was in the same place as you. There were times I wanted to end my life once I figured it all out. But then I realized I had one life to live, I’d never be alive again and death is always available. So I decided to fight on.
That doesn’t mean I’ll struggle even when it’s pointless. I’ll take it as far as I can go and if my life takes a turn for the worse with no chance of improvement then I will end it. At least we’re not immortal beings.
As for ‘God’ that’s the greatest lie in human history. All those holy books were written by humans who were manipulating other humans. Don’t buy into any of that bs, the decision to live or not, is up to us. There are no deities, they’re all man-made fables.
I forgot to add what made me want to keep living is to enjoy the best things that live has to offer, like great food, music, movies, playing sports, uh sex and just being with people whose company you enjoy.
Plus I’m curious and enjoy learning about science, reading books, etc. So for me all these things made life worth living despite the hell I’ve been through.
If my health gets really bad, if I lose my eyesight for example or get a terminal illness or if I end up broke, jobless, homeless with no way out, then I’m opting for euthanasia if I can get it (it’s legal here in Canada) or going with n2 gas and ending it.