Hi Jack. I’ve gotten used to the loneliness. I lost all my friends. I constantly check my phone for messages, but it’s empty. I want a friend, but I’m too broken and broke. My mind is occupied with the same obsessive thoughts. I’m not worth the effort to keep as company. Ever since I lost my friends and bf, everything has gone downhill. It’s so easy to dissociate from the world.
Don’t get used to the loneliness. It makes it much easier think negatively.