I went to the doctor and they put me on antidepressants and anxiety meds but I feel like they do don’t shit except make me binge eat because I feel hungry all the time. They don’t make me feel better I just feel numb and empty, I can’t cry or anything. I went to a counselor too but I didn’t even know what to say because I just felt so numb, my mind went completely blank. Also the session is supposed to last an hour but I was waiting for 15 minutes and then her computer froze for like 30 minutes and she was trying to fix that the whole time instead of talking to me, and she kept checking her phone. It made me feel like I wasn’t important to her at all, so that was nothing but a waste of time. She also had me sign a paper promising I won’t harm or kill my self like that is going to do anything. I stopped taking the meds a few days ago because I want to lose weight and I don’t even care about the withdrawal symptoms of stopping them. I hate myself so much because I can’t stick to a diet. I don’t know why I can never just have a normal relationship with food i either restrict, starve, or binge. I’m supposed to go back to the counselor again but I don’t even know what to tell her.