I shouldn’t be alive , I shouldn’t be fucking alive. This is all fucking pointless. Just let me die already please. I’ve tried so many times that there has to be a reason for me still being here yet I get no fucking answer. I’m stressed the fuck out , exhausted and mentally drained. I don’t wanna do this anymore. It’s just not worth it anymore at this point.
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your account has me wanting to say things that are beyond what i can think its like simple words with such a easy yet hard understanding its just idk wow
could i ask You something…
when trying to ‘get an answer’… what’s your starting point?
i mean… You’re trying to figure out the reason for your [persistent, stubborn]existance… correct?
What ‘logical sequence’ of questions\thoughts\ideas do You follow\think about
in the hope of arriving to an answer through it?
cause, You know, big answers to big questions like ‘why do I exist?’ don’t come by simply just asking ‘why do I exist?’… One has to break it down to bits & try answering each bit on its own
the small answers will eventually come together to form the Big Answer that You’re looking for
: )
I had found my answer/reason many years ago. I was the happiest I could ever be because of it but it’s gone now. So now I have no answer. No signs or directions, just lost in this endless abyss.