Nah I wouldn’t take it too personally. I’ve read your posts, I’m sure others have, sometimes people don’t know what to say or they don’t have time. I lead a crazy/busy life and also I’m not here often…but I jump in from time to time.

Sorry for whatever you’re going through. Even though my life has improved compared to a few years ago, I still occasionally think it’d be easier if it was all over-it really would be nicer in some ways.

I stubbornly hang on because there are some things I’d like to still accomplish in life and we all go through different moods, sometimes we’re up, other times down. Plus the fact that death isn’t easy to come by, one has to be very serious, committed and prepared.

If people are ‘blaming you’ for something it seems you’re being unfairly persecuted. Nobody’s perfect so ofc it’s not “all your fault.” People should take responsibility for their own actions, you should turn the tables on them.

I hope you find a way out of your situation into a better one, whatever that entails.