People suck

I feel like everyone I get close too just stabs me in my back even adults that watched me grow up can become one of the most disgusting people in your life  because people don’t actually care they will take everything they can from you. Your happiness, your will to live, your money, anything they can. They break your trust over and over and because you considered them family at one point you forgive and some of the things they did makes you want to forget but you can’t, the things they did they can never take back not that they actually try to because they know you can’t say anything about it because it would break you to actually admit that it happened.