When I do die, I don’t want anybody to miss me. I don’t want people to cry over me. I don’t want tears if sorrow shed because I’m not herw anymore. I want people to try and find good things about my life and smile at my death. I am not worth crying over. I am not worty anybody’s pity. I am not worth anybody’s sadness. I am not worth anybody’s anger. I am not worth anything. I am nothing and that is why I deserve to die. I am a disappointment and that is why I chose to leave. I am useless and that is why I have removed myself from this world. I do pray however, to whatever God is out there, that if I am reincarnated, I am reincarnated as a better, mire useful and worthy person. If this is not possible then pkease God, do not waste your time returning me to this world. Let me stay dead. Everyone will be happier that way. I know they will. I only make things worse. I only cause pain.
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hey!
okay, it doesn’t match at all with the gravity of the topic
and what i wish to tell You regardless of your answer
but only just to check…
is this the same ‘Max’ girl who wrote on SP here some years ago?
the name was ‘pixie’-something i think…
in all cases
i wish to ask You to please wait at least just a bit & let’s try to talk this through
i don’t want You to go Max
: (
<3
I’m not the same person. I just joined the website a few months ago. Nonetheless I appreciate you looking out for me and others. It’s nice to know that there are still people in the world who care about other people.
<3 <3 <3
Max,
could You tell me,
other than 'leaving',
what stands between the person You are now
& the "better, more useful and worthy person" You wish to be reincarnated into?
Would You say there's something that
permanently,
with 100% certainty,
prevents this Current-Max
from being exactly like, or even better than
Reincarnated-Max?
hope you don’t go for it we can handle this shit together because this how the world works we must be tough and ready for all challenges to go through them <3
please be safe
i’d double-heart this if it was an option here <3 <3
: )