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I know how you feel. I wanted the same thing too. To be love and have someone in my life that would cherish me and love me deeply. The thing is that placing all that love in one person can be dangerous. Especially if you’re in a mental state of depression. Just know people can leave at any given time no matter how long you’ve been with them, how much you’ve both shared a connection, and the amount of love you have for that person. Once they leave, it can really break you. I’m saying this because I had to learn the hard way with my past relationships, and I wanted to give you some advice. If you can, do someone that you love to do. Something you had a huge passion for. Find that true happiness. It’s never easy at first and it will take some time. Me personally, I play sax and that’s what keeps me going. It’s my true happiness: playing a musical instrument. There will still be days you’re still lonely and you’ll feel like you don’t belong. Before dating, find a big passion and love for something. If you place it all in one person, you’ll be taking a risk. Love is hard to find and it’s also really dangerous. Just know things could go wrong, but know you still have that one thing you love the most of all to fall back to.