Life would be easier with different parents.

Genuinely, the only source of extreme unhappiness I receive is through living with my parents and interacting with them. I have never had the displeasure of being insulted and criticized as much by anyone other than my parents. I hate having an extreme MAGA alcoholic dad whose entire personality revolves around Trump worship and a boomer view on the world. My mom says she wants to break up with him but then does nothing and actively pretends to be fine around him. Speaking of my mom, the other day she told me she wanted to slap me in the face because I was looking at her with a self pitying gaze. I don’t even know what that means, I genuinely cannot make any action without her accusing me of victimizing or self pitying myself. The day before yesterday she said “ew, stop talking with that self pitying voice, don’t end up like your aunt.” Even though I was just speaking in a normal tone of voice. They both drive me up the wall. I can’t even crash out about it. I keep having to postpone going to college because my mom refuses to help me with the FAFSA application and I’m legally required to add her tax information because I am still considered a “dependant” until next year. I don’t know what to do, again, they are the main source of my misery and I can’t afford to just move out because the job I just got doesn’t pay enough for a liveable wage even if I took up full time shifts.