Do you feel like life is just passing you by? That every year you get older but yet nothing in your life really changes? i.e. you’re still poor, still stuck at the same crappy job (or another crappy job), still stuck in that shitty house/city/state; still alone (even if you attempted multiple times and have gone out on dates, end result is still alone) etc
Do you feel like trying just nets the same result as not trying? That “resistance is futile?”
I mean we SHOULD try- after all, if we don’t play the lotto, we’ll never win. But winning the “lotto of life” seems as improbable as winning the actual lotto.
Should one expend all our energy only to wind up in the same fucking situation where nothing has changed or improved? Especially if you’ve already tried multiple times but have been struck down, and kicked, time and again and again?
And how do we scrounge up enough energy to get back up and try yet again?