This is just a random thing I thought of while walking past her in school today. This is inspired by SuicideKillMe’s post, “You Saw.” It is an amazing post & I highly recommend that you read it.
You walk by you and you look at me, not even caring about the strong friendship we once had and not even trying to bring it back. You notice that I have no friends, yet you don’t try to reach out to me to become my friend. You look at me, right in the eyes but you say nothing. You know I was right when I said that you wouldn’t care if I was gone. You hate me but you deny it. Its obvious that you hate me. But it doesn’t matter, everyone does. When people say that they hate me, I just reply Join the club, I’m the starter of it. I could slowly & violently kill myself before you and you would not attempt to stop me. I’m just a problem to everyone. Thats all I am, just another problem in their lives. When I kill myself (soon, hopefully), I will be helping people by getting rid of another one of their problems.
-End
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I wonder why to kill yourself because others hate you;
fuck them all (I’ve just send lots of stupid letter to people I’ve never met, sth like:
fuck you all, I will leave this world no matter what, you’re fucking bustards, but
nobody reacted, they just absolutely don’t care, I’m not going to kill myself for them);
If you love yourself…or if you hate, I’ve recenlty found a song to send to my enemy inside: Nirvana “Come as you are”.Maybe helped a little bit.
I think I’d kill myself only if sb affect me or because of love to my soul.
You know, it’s up to you.Don’t rush.
Q~ Q i cant beileve something i wrote inspire something
@SuicideKillMe Haha, well believe it. What you wrote was pretty inspiring to me. Hey can you flip the table again? Its just hilarious
lolz this post actually brighten up my depressing day c:
its not allowing me Q~ Q
Thats good!
Aw, thats dumb, it let you do it before
i know i know D;
also thank you c:
You’re welcome! And thank I you for writing that other post because without that one, this post would cease to exist haha
lolz very very 😀 i love writing so mind as well share o:
Yeah, I agree. You gotta share those thoughts with someone. Or else you go insane lol it may have already happened to me though
same same O. O i broke down crying today but no one notice my tears or heard my sniffles
Nobody ever notices mine because I make sure I’m alome when I cry. It wpuld be horrible if my parents found out because they would keep asking me why I was crying and theres no way I’m telling them I’m suicidal
i cry in public today tho :L and at night v. v. My mom would do the same and they already know im suicidal.
Wow, how did they react when they found out?