ILOVEYOU!

so okay. me and my best friend had a very deep and emotional talk. and me and her are both suicidal. we talked for a long time. and what we got from talking is an agreement. kinda. we talked about killing ourselves, and decided that its not the right time, and its not worth doing that now because we’re still teenagers (im 16 and she’s 15) so we havent even lived life. that doesnt mean that we have to change who we are, or what we do. just putting something off for a while. i guess its a good thing in a way. im glad though, because i do not want her to kill herself. and i know she doesnt want me to either. and i love her so much i couldnt stand, and would probably kill myself, if she died. its weird how people affect who we are. i will always love her for being there for me and trusting me and being my friend when no one else would. she saved me. i will never forget her, and she will always be my soul sister. forever. i love you best friend! <3