why me…

OMG kyra,
No one can ever be your reason to live…otherwise you put too much pressure on them and give up your own power….who says that is love?…and for whom? And why can’t you help your feelings? They are your feelings after all…no one else gave them to you did they?…honey the hard truth is that you can never have a true relationship with another until you learn to have one with yourself…you abandon your own ship at the first chance to avoid yourself by GIVING yourself to another…but did he want all of you?…or did he just think he did…and then it got too hard…but the intimacy was nice…and he really does care about you….BUT…he didn’t ask to be responsible for your happiness…that is not a gift…but an obligation…so don’t think you are doing anyone else any favours either …until you learn to be responsible for your own feelings…cuz he came in with desire and you came in with need…no balance…no harmony…so maybe while you’re waiting for your next lesson in love…maybe learn what a wonderful soul you really are…learn to love and accept yourself…and you won’t be able to keep them from your door…the most attractive woman…is a confident woman….no one likes needy women…unless they are so damaged that they need to be needed…and again…not a good balance.
So in short…the better you get….the better your relationships with others will get.

Good Luck…you’re worth the effort…now we just have to convince you…lol
Amakua