It’s only been 5 days since I’ve last cut, but I don’t want to cut anymore.
It’s going to be tough.
But I’m not doing it for me, but for all my friends, family and counselors/ therapists that I’ve met over the years.
I don’t want to hurt them again.
But I think about it constantly.
My skin cries out to be cut.
But I can’t do it.
I want to find different ways to cope.
I want to think positively and think about all of the things that I love.
I love rollerblading, shooting hoops on sunny days, The Mighty Ducks, this crazy Minnesota weather, and I love Air1 Radio.
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I wish i could do this ! good for you <3 🙂
Good for you, I hope you realise when you cut it hurts you more than anyone. Then that’s something selfless people never understand. I hope they look after you and that you stay sound.
It’s hard, I know.. I don’t know what you use to cut, but in my case, I got rid of almost all blades in my house. It has helped some, but it’s still hard, when things get darker..
Getting rid of all your blades doesn’t help. I hide and tie up money in all sorts of ways yet the end result is the same. It goes straight into the bookmakers satchel. Well he probably uses a wheelbarrow to take my money to the bank.