I cannot do this anymore. My life is falling apart faster every second. I’m falling back into depression. My anxiety is eating me alive, panic attacks lasting all day. I’m never happy, I just want to be unconscious. I am pathetic, I use/abuse any drug I can get my hands on; anything that will take this feeling away and numb me. Everything good crumbles to pieces and I can’t fix any of them. Everyone is leaving me, anyone who is still here will eventually leave like the rest. I’m failing in school.  I am not okay. I am in so much pain. I can’t stand to live anymore.  I just can’t do it.
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Want to talk about it? How your life is falling apart? :/
A lot of us( if not all ) can relate with what you’re feeling… You’re not pathetic, you’re just trying to find a quick way to cope and take away your pain. What good things have been crumbling…? People come and go, but don’t lay your happiness on them – you’re with YOU your whole life and so you have to learn to keep yourself happy( if that makes sense… ). Why do yo uthink they’re leaving, how so? Others leaving isn’t for sure either. Are you pushing them away?
You can keep pushing and get through it! Maybe some of us can help, or at least show you’re not alone…Hope you don’t give up just quite yet.
I use drugs to get rid of the pain too. I cut but that wasn’t enough anymore. I get stoned as often as I can and I love it. No doubt there.
I use a bunch of drugs, i cut and burn, i overdose often on my meds (not enough to kill) but enough to make me feel numb and calm (except I vomit). Everyone just hates what I am doing, they’re getting annoyed with it so they are fading out of my life now. everone is
Comfortably numb. Mhm. I only cut and occasionally overdose on medicine( well don’t have much to take… ), and it’s all in the pursuit to take our problems away. But as you can see, it’s just a temporary solution to them and they’re there when you come back down. So I think a head on attack on some problems may be needed… I think people are seeing you as reckless and don’t understand the pain you’re going through – does anyone know?