I’m sorry. I’m really sorry that I lied. I’m sorry I couldn’t face the truth and covered it up. I’m sorry I tried to hide everything so I wouldn’t have to deal with it. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you the full truth.
Mom and dad… I’m sorry I couldn’t be that perfect daughter. I’m sorry that I don’t get good grades and panic while in public. I’m sorry I let myself get beat up. I’m sorry I don’t tell you things anymore. I’m sorry I didn’t try to help you when I knew things were getting tough. I’m sorry I fight with my brothers. I’m sorry.
Theresa, I’m sorry I was a crappy best friend. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there when I told you I would. I’m sorry I dated your ex. I’m sorry that I can’t change when the world is. I’m sorry that I hurt you so much.
I’m sorry I’m not strong. I’m sorry I made the mistakes that I did. I’m sorry that the voices inside my head distract me so much that I see nothing and hear nothing. I’m sorry I’m insane. I’m sorry I get scared at night and call you. I’m sorry that when you don’t answer I call until you do. I’m sorry that I hurt you. I’m sorry that I can’t tell you the truth. I’m sorry I won’t listen to your advice.
I have no more excuses. No reason why you shouldn’t hate me. No reason why you shouldn’t kill me. This is who I am, a lying, conceited, hateful, scared, stupid, idiotic, insane *****. And I’m sorry.
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Stop saying sorry. No one cares. Get a fucking grip on your life you little prick.
Um, no.
Most of us care!
You are very strong to be able to apologize to so many people in your life.
Oh come on! Can you truthfully say you know one person who gives a shit about this kid? She’s just some brat looking for attention and pity. And how is that brave? The people she’s apologizing to most likely will never even see this. It ain’t worth shit unless you take a risk, and shes not taking any risk. As I said before, she’s just some attention seeking little brat who’s willing to do whatever to get what she wants. No offense SilverShadow, but you know it’s true. That’s why you lie to so many people in real life. Thats why you dress like a skank and act like a retarded whore.
I’m just saying, so there’s no hard feelings towards her, me and lissie are cousins… Just saying…
And lissie… Stfu. I only act like that around you cuz your a skank and a whore.
Shut up. No one cares. Go crying to your mommy, you child.
Lissie, I’m not sure if you’re a troll or not, but please. You do know that words have the power to actually *kill* people right? Besides, if you’re so insensitive why are you on this site? This is a place for people who all share a common burden or pain and are here to make amends for it and get through it. You seem like the kind of person who deserves to get shot. Not the innocent people who may put a gun to their heads because of your words. Go shove your head up your arse and fuck off.