I was doing research for a paper I had to do for English. Topic suicide, and that’s how I found out about this website. How did you guys find out about it??
Through judicious use of google search for methods coupled with depression. Clicking about a few number-something links that has the word “suicide” in it led me here.
Potassium cyanide was my method of choice. It’s difficult to get hold of. I was searching for a while then I stumbled across this site. All I really wanted to know was whether I would feel anything. I still don’t know. You get people on here who claim to sell it but I don’t trust them. Importing it would be a problem even if I could get it.
The wierdest way actually. My little cousin who’s like my sister was two years old then She typed in some random keyboard keys into google. Soicide or something similar strangley enough and as google automatically corrects words i found the site. Then kind of got hooked to it, but i prefer to stay in the shadows so few know me.
Hi Duke. I bought 1 year’s access to The Peaceful Pill e-handbook a while ago.
Seems sodium cyanide has a mixed reputation. Often, people go peacefully enough, but occasionally, violent convulsions have been observed. The book reccomends using a large dose (500mg) in a treated gelatin capsule and downing it with an acidic drink (lemon juice, vinegar). It also tells you how to manufacture it from readily available means.
But please don’t, I love your presence on this site π
I don’t remember how I came to be here but it’s nice to know that there are lots of us about. I don’t understand why having a community is helpful but it often seems very nice.
Was trying to find a way to off myself and make it look like an accident. It kind of astounds me how many people feel the same way… Makes me wonder who’s right
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I was looking for methods. This popped up. Now I’m addicted.
I was researching the details of using helium as a means to my end … poof … here I am π
great community
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I agree it is a great community. I like knowing I’m not the only one who has these feelings and thoughts. π
Through judicious use of google search for methods coupled with depression. Clicking about a few number-something links that has the word “suicide” in it led me here.
same hah XD i looked for ‘suicide attempts’ and found this place π
I typed “helium hood method” into google and the most popular post on here came up on my search.
I found it when I looked up suicide. I was trying to find out why I didn’t succeed killing myself.
Potassium cyanide was my method of choice. It’s difficult to get hold of. I was searching for a while then I stumbled across this site. All I really wanted to know was whether I would feel anything. I still don’t know. You get people on here who claim to sell it but I don’t trust them. Importing it would be a problem even if I could get it.
Just one of my random searchs of suicide and then this site popped up. serendipity
The wierdest way actually. My little cousin who’s like my sister was two years old then She typed in some random keyboard keys into google. Soicide or something similar strangley enough and as google automatically corrects words i found the site. Then kind of got hooked to it, but i prefer to stay in the shadows so few know me.
Was looking for a suicide partner, somehow got a link to here, liked what i saw
No accident we’re all on here…I’d say guided here.
Hi Duke. I bought 1 year’s access to The Peaceful Pill e-handbook a while ago.
Seems sodium cyanide has a mixed reputation. Often, people go peacefully enough, but occasionally, violent convulsions have been observed. The book reccomends using a large dose (500mg) in a treated gelatin capsule and downing it with an acidic drink (lemon juice, vinegar). It also tells you how to manufacture it from readily available means.
But please don’t, I love your presence on this site π
Psychic powers.
^I’m lying.
I don’t remember how I came to be here but it’s nice to know that there are lots of us about. I don’t understand why having a community is helpful but it often seems very nice.
Methods of suicide, suicide survivor stories.
Was trying to find a way to off myself and make it look like an accident. It kind of astounds me how many people feel the same way… Makes me wonder who’s right