shivering crying scared. this isnt fair i give my sister whatever she wants so she wont beat me. yet in return she still does it since she is always in trouble she wants me to feel the pain when already im in a lot of trouble she doesnt get it sure my parents annoy me but its my sister who made me so mental she manipulates and tortures me and if i cry in front of her she mocks me im so scared its not fair im scared of being near her let alone living with her. FUCK I WANNA BE DONE AND DEAD. TIME TO CHECK OUT OF THIS FUCKED WORLD
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Weak people feel the need to control you by either harming or instilling fear in you.
It may be easy for me to say and I empathize…the best thing I ever did was give my bully a shot in the nose! Some people do need that. Show yourself that she is the weak one, and you are strong and have enough courage to face the unsettled feeling she is attempting to perpetuate in you. Know you deserve peace. Sometimes you have to demand it…and by demanding it, YOU take action. You can! Good luck!
yeah i took action but not in the right way. i called her a ***** not calmly but we were home alone this morning i was so angry with her i climbed on top of her pinned her down shouted in her face ” THIS IS YOUR FAULT ***** U NEED TO STOP BEING A *****! U R A FUCKER AND YOU ARE NOT IN CHARGE U FUCKING *****!!!” i screamed so friggin loud i even scared myself i can even get so angry, at my own sister.