Why am I the one who has to be depressed, why me?
52PaperDoves
It’s funny the things we can survive. There are things that literally seem like they could kill us, but here we are. It’s amazing the amount of pressure the human mind can take.
And sometimes the mind breaks. It can’t handle all the pressure to be perfect, the demand to conform.
I’m pretty. I have beautiful long dark chocolate brown hair and mysterious denim blue eyes that can take anyone’s breath away. I’m not obnoxious or timid; I catch you off guard with my sarcasm and wit.
I’m all of what society says I should be except for one thing- I’m fat. And I’m not talking […]
What do you do when the one thing that is literally destroying you, is you? How do you stay motivated to live?
I wake up everyday and ask myself why I’m still alive. Surely the devil has his hands on my soul because God could not be so cruel.
There is nothing worse than self hatred. Nothing. I have been depressed for six years; one-third of my life. I used to be suicidal but now I don’t want to die. I just want the pain to die. To end. It’s not that I’m afraid of dying; I’m just afraid of dying before I feel happiness […]