I stopped myself from killing myself back in 2013. My family and friends shut me out after being kicked out of a musical, and my life was ruined. I stopped myself from stealing my grandmother’s car and driving away to somewhere else. I got over that with my conversion to Atheism, as I found that relying on God to fix my problems was just dumb. I was good.
I’m 16 now. I’ve gone through more experiences in my life now, and I thought I changed, maybe even matured. I wrote this tonight realizing that nothing changed. Nothing gives me joy anymore. I stopped playing video games, […]