My nose is stuffy af. Anyone got any solutions that actually work? Non-drugs or chemicals. Those things don’t work for me.
I’ve tried saline rinses and humidifiers, but they don’t seem to help by much, only slightly.
Any movies / shows / animes / documentaries you’d recommend? Something that you love so much that you’d actually seriously recommend others watch it? I like a lot of shows, but I rarely love something so much that that I’d actually recommend it to others (I have a very short list).
Why is it that
1- humans think they are at the top of the evolutionary ladder?
2- humans think they are better than everything and everyone?
3- humans think that it’s best to be humans?
I beg to differ. Only humans suffer from such things as “bipolar”, “schizophrenia”, etc. Going down the evolutionary ladder one notch- apes, chimps, monkeys- they can exhibit things like fear and depression too if they’ve been abused. Some rock back and forth, just like humans do in solitary confinement, or in psych wards. Go down one more notch to dogs. Lots of dogs get put down every year because the ones […]
Has anyone been harmed by doctors? By harmed I mean they gave you drugs/treatments that make you a heck of a lot worse off than before you came in.
I’m sick and tired of being sick.
Well, I’m always sick but today was more like I’m tired, so I ordered delivery, ate crappy food, then it made me feel even more crappy.
I was too fatigued to go out, so I ordered pizza. But eating stuff like that doesn’t make you better or healthier. I did get gluten free dairy free pizza with zucchini, artichoke hearts, and tomato, my version of eating not-so-junky junk food. Well anyway, I guess this vegetarian pizza didn’t agree with me, so I felt sick literally ALL day. Or rather, MORE sick than my usual every day chronically sick sick.
It’s a […]
It’s the worst when you have depression (don’t want to get out and do anything), and on top of that you have health issues that cause fatigue (so even less stuff gets done). Does anyone else suffer from fatigue? I just can’t get anything done, all day every day. I’m only effective for a few hours a day, if that. Some days none at all. I’m tired all the time, and always want to sleep but can’t (been to a million drs for my health, none help, so please, no comments on seeing a dr).
Anyhow, whether you have health issues […]
Jeez, by the time I schlep out of bed, brush my teeth, shower and finish eating, it’s like mid-afternoon -_-‘
Where does all the time go? It’s like water down the drain.
Damn, I pissed away 4 whole hours trying to beat this one fucking level. 🙁
It’s a total waste of time when you think about it, and you don’t realize it’d take you that long when you first start. That’s how it always goes, doesn’t it?
Now I feel even more like a waste of a life. Sigh.
So today I try to write a comment and SP tells me to re-log in. Ok. I’m now in. Anyone see the new changes? Or has the changes been here awhile and I’ve never noticed it? 😛
Minor changes:
1- Usernames are now in Bold Blue on the right hand side of the homepage.
2- The comment box as you’re typing in used to be white but is now light grey.
3- The Submit button to submit your comment was black but is now a gradated grey.
Have you ever been to a depression meeting (event/group/club/meetup/dbsa/etc) and was told that you’re too depressing and to not talk about such things?
I just don’t get it. Then just what the FUCK is the point of a depression meeting? I’ve gone to many depression meetings in the past several years and I get told that all the time. WTF. Isn’t the POINT of a depression meeting to talk about your depressing shit? Even at these depression meetings, I get told (by the organizers and by other members) that I’m too depressing and to NOT be so depressing and to NOT […]
mis·an·thrope
?mis(?)n?THr?p,?miz(?)n?THr?p/
noun
a person who dislikes humankind and avoids human society.
synonyms: hater of mankind, hater, cynic;
Somehow I’ve never bothered to look up this word before. Guess this describes me to a tee now. Was never so hateful of humans till the last few (notably the last two) years. Although…even when I was a kid, I’ve always wanted to be anything other than human. After watching Merlin (yes, lol), I’ve always wanted to turn into an animal or bird, and fly away and be free (but could still turn into other animals, not be stuck as the same animal, more […]
This is a follow-up to whiskered-fish’s post about being filled with so much anger/rage/fury. I would like to know who else is filled with this much anger and hatred? I mean filled with so much anger you’re boiling inside and a-thousand-screams-isn’t-enough kind of anger?
I don’t think most people get how angry I am at the world, at life. Very few are this angry, so I would like to hear from others who are as angry and filled with rage as I am. I feel like a dense ball of madness and anger and hatred swirling inside. Like Naturo’s Nine Tails kiyuubi lol. And yes, atm, […]
So I finally made it out to civilization today to get some food and run some errands. But instead of getting healthy food, I got the following:
1- I scarfed down TWO illicit slices of pizza. I ate one, thinking okay, just one slice. Did something else, then went BACK and got me *another* slice. o_O
2- I then went to the dessert/bakery shop, was thinking of only getting 1 or 2 mini cakes, came out with SIX things (3 sweet breads / 2 mini cakes / 1 “fruit” cup). Ate 1 sweet bun (put rest away)
3- I then walked […]
Games sure mimic real life, don’t they? Especially the gap between the rich and poor. You get all that from a game? Why, yes.
So I paid $10 for an in app purchase today called “Double Cash” which grants you double cash in the very first round of this game I’m playing. It’s only $740 in the first round you get (there’s 65 rounds in Medium and 85 rounds in Hard). Basically, many rounds in the game. Anyhow, you don’t get any other money for all the other rounds, nor do you get extra points. All you get is […]
So I ordered 6 bags of chocolate today. Fucking need the stress reliever. But daaaaamn, these chocolates are expensive af. $6/bag, and each bag is only 3oz (teeeny). Comes in a pack of 3, so I got them in 2 types, for a total of 6.
I don’t normally indulge this much. I guess I don’t buy stuff for myself (which is odd because there’s only me in my life, no kids, no partner, etc). I do buy lots of stuff when it’s on sale or too good of a deal to pass up. 6 bags of chocolate is […]
Bloody hell. I went to Postmates to order something. I was told it would be $34.44. AFTER I clicked on submit, it changed to $44.19, about 10 min AFTER I had ordered. WTF?
Then I email Postmates about it and the girl who replied was a shit. She told me to sign up for a PREMIUM service which costs an extra $10/mo so that I won’t get upcharged. What? So I have to PAY MORE, every MONTH, so that I won’t get UPCHARGED for my orders and to not SWINDLED, which I shouldn’t be in the first […]
1- Do you like your name (your real one)?
2- If you could have a new name, what would you like to be called?
Most everyone I know use social media (Facebook, LinkedIn, twitter, etc). I’ve never gotten on board with those things (remember MySpace?) lol. I’ve never really tried or cared for any of those.
I understand that that’s what’s “in” at the moment, and I’m a weirdo for not using them. But…are they better for you overall or worse for you overall? Does it make you feel MORE lonely and MORE disconnected or less? I do miss out on “news” by not being on social media and seeing everyone’s “updates” or whatever.
Seeing everyone posting useless crap. Seeing how annoyingly “happy” everyone […]
What adjectives describe you? (like dead, broken, numb, hopeless, hopeful, etc).