i’ve always been suicidal, but i think i was that way for attention. i definitely felt awful but i just wanted someone to love me. now i know what it’s like to REALLY be suicidal. i don’t care who sees, it doesn’t matter if it’s by accident or nature or my own hands, i just need this to end.
the father of my unborn child is ten years older than me and he can’t get a job. when i get upset he used to be so sweet, but since i became pregnant he says i “b*tch too much” and now when i get suicidal and hurt […]