You get sent to be put on medication if youre depressed or attempt suicide. Sent to a hospital.
But what should stop you, if you want to die, you want to die. Its your life, its your choice.
Like what college to go to, what car to buy, any decision you make. YOU make it. I understand that no one can really stop you from doing it, but they try.
Why would they, shouldnt they just understand that you’re unhappy?
You wouldn’t wanting me telling you you should do something that makes you feel bad.
I don’t want to anymore. I keep getting pushed to keep going on. I get up and get some hope just to get pushed down again. I take one step forward and two back. Why live if you can’t be happy. When I go through daily life I think of scenarios. Like if im walking home, i think about throwing myself in front of a speeding car (everyone speeds on this road), etc.
instead of picking me up from school today my mom got drunk.
I’ve been doing really well for the past month or so,Â
But when I really think about it, I still think I’d be happier dead. At times like these nothing is majorly wrong, I just don’t want to be here. I hate living here, I want to die so I can truly be happy and be free. Sometimes I google key words of how I’m feeling to find blogs or pages of people who feel the same. when I googled this time nothing came up, does anyome else ever feel like this?
but it’ll come back, it always does.
I’m new to this website. I came here to type what I want, and maybe talk to people who are in somewhat of the same situation as me. I’ve been depressed since at least 6th grade on and off. I never told anyone until my junior year and it just kind of exploded. I told my family and it bothers them but they don’t do anything to help. My mom only makes it worse. I think everyone has some sort of depression through their lives, but most people deal with it better or just don’t talk about it.
I don’t talk to people much because i don’t like them to think i’m doing it for […]
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