Am I just too coward to embrace the death… Am I still too much attached to people around me and care for their for feelings towards me … Or Is there still some materialistic/physical comfort that really excites me and is unconsciously asking me to hold on to it … or there is really a purpose that divinity had decided for us and we can’t go before fulfilling it …
I feel that the the answer is none of those…
Instead the only reason that I think that I am still alive now is sheer curiosity ….. there’s defn some thing really exciting after death […]
Its said that real integrity is doing the right thing, knowing that nobody’s going to know whether you did it or not.
Every one has a breaking point … I feel I have reached to a upper limit of my exhausted strength …. For past 3-4 years I have tried to fight what I felt was wrong and I fought with all honestly and in fair ways .. I made mistakes but then I am no super human . But I know that my intentions were good and pure … and I did made lot of sacrifices….May be its just that my ambitions exceeded […]
Who was I, before I entered this maze,
Is not something that I will remember.
As I entered the war-maze,
There was only the life-threatening
Closeness between the enemy and me.
Even this, I will not realize.
After getting out of the maze
Even if I earn my freedom,
The maze by itself, will not change. Unaltered.
To die or to kill,
To be killed, or to take someone’s life,
Even this will not be decided.
As a man wakes from his sleep,
And starts to walk, he can never
Again, see the world of […]