the holidays are so hard. Â i think about dying quite a bit. Â it’s like a heavy wet blanket that i can’t shake off or get out from under.
there is nowhere that i can express my true feelings. Â i can’t post it on facebook or twitter, i can’t show my true colors at work. Â i have to be on at all times. Â and i’m good at hiding my feelings. Â anyone who met me would think that i was ok. Â i’m not. Â i’m not asking for sympathy here, or for anyone to tell me that it’s going to be ok, or that it gets better, or any […]