addicted

Option 1: Work hard, Create a company, Die naturally perhaps happily

Option 2: Try to find the answer to the question ” Why human life is pointless”,  suicide one fine day

Option 3: Go to Himalaya, practice how not to think anything (meditation) because thinking on ” why human life is pointless?”  is also pointless. wait till death happens

Suicide is ultimate goal of my life

but every time I think on suicide, some mysterious emotion from brain interrupting me to proceed.

I really don’t know what is that invisible force/logic/part of brain/emotion acting on me. IMO, all human species are deeply interlaced in a complex network. I think we humans should fund a psychology institute to solve this problem.

If other people are only stopping force of my suicide,

I hardly met 1000 people in my 25 yrs of life, and I am capable enough to convince myself that all are useless creatures not worth sharing a life with them. Hence these guys are not cause of that unknown […]

Job, career, life, choices all that worries

and realization comes out  eventually everyone die, sun burns out, earth is gone, all universe disappear, nothing is left steve jobs, bill gates, elon musk

All this noise usa,arabs, economy, startups, investors, changing the world,creating history… flush out every 100 yrs. Every body in the world gone and new set comes in, repeat the same—again flush out

All is gone president, joker, bank robber, billionere, homeless.

Our logical ability says “life is just meaning less thing” and we start think:  why getup morning and do any thing and why we want to go on living?

knowing the fact and living is what challenge of life […]

All above average human beings know the fact that ” life is meaningless and full of problems”

Why only few, like us, rant about that fact?

Is it called depression ?

If choice is ours on what to think and what not to, why don’t depressed people think of something that makes them happy?

Most of non depressed people’s philosophy of life is  ” If rape is inevitable enjoy it”  unlike depressed.

Consciously or unconsciously depressed people love to think on problems and sufferings and experience them.

Proud to be being depressed; because we love to think on what most of humans scared to think.

Is brain way of saying

” you already screwed your life, be a man and die fast . don’t let earth’s weight increase by ~6okg because of you”

With complete knowledge about the world and enough number of readings that our ancestors preserved, I hereby writing

1. A human being must know when to quit own life
2. Its always been a race, who ever spends 100 yrs in a race he is fool
3. Directly or indirectly everyone is trying for

Money
Fame
Impact you create on world before you die

By using 6th sense you should be able to predict whether you going to achieve enough amount of above three things and the time period required

Living 100 years hoping that you achieve one of above with mediocre skill set you developed is also known as stupidity

but we all made it so bad, some good people undergo lots of pain which causes them to suicide

for every suicide on this planet all other humans are reasonable (directly or indirectly)

people should have right to end their lives and those who help them should be free from prosecution
–Stephen hawking

Most happiest thing that can happen to my life is suicide but it should be like a sleep or a zero pain pill…

We humans do any thing make our lives easier, we have roads, vehicles, restaurants, pubs and sp why not a legal assistance for suicide ?

one minute at a time

If you are true suicidal, you must enjoy every minute of dying

why we all concerned about single point of death ?

and leave a good looking corpse on earth

life after 30 is bull shit

If so, why can’t it be 25?

If you really want to suicide :

Do what you hate much, Meet people whom you don’t like at all,  Visit places that are awkward, Breakup with gf

Get as much pain as possible

Hurting your body and making it suffer till it won’t work is not suicide it is a crime.

a tree, a rock, grain of sand, a human body are all earth’s resources and those all owned by planet earth

You don’t have right to destroy any of them.  Your body is not yours but earth’s: even your consciousness is controlling it.

If some one asks me before birth “this is how a human life looks like and do you really want one?”

I say no.

Are my parents felons?  for not consulting me to have a human life or not?

If an action of a human being hurting another human being, it is human rights issue.

why can’t  this be a human right violation?

Assume yourself as a “species from other galaxy” and you have been observing humans from past 25 years.

how do you rate a human life?

I give 3/10

consciousness is a stirrer

More you stir more it stinks

Suicide can be physical or mental

I am intelligent enough to commit mental suicide and I did it.

Does it important to kill physical body ?

If birth day of son of god is Dec 25, what will be birth date of god ?

If a person from 10000th year reading about people in 2013, do we all sounds like foolish because we believe in something called god ?

A human must live like Christ, so that his birthday celebrated world wide.

It is more logical to

” Write something or Innovate something or Create something  such that your efforts given a thought when people of

10, 000th year reading about us”  instead of suicidal.

Every time I read articles about steve jobs, his greatness, set of things a human can do in 5o years, changing the way people live, be the part of history creation

I immediately ask question ” does a normal human life worth living?”

“If steve jobs can do these many things in a life, why can every human?”

“Are all “daily job doers” useless meat bags waiting to finish their term of 80 years?”

Is it wrong to consider ” slaves”, “labors”, “employees”  are useless human species?

Why should not I compare myself with steve jobs?

Human life is like a war-zone and every one must fight and live, if you are a suicidal then you are a coward (cuz you scared to live)

While fighting you identified human life is pointless, you thought of killing yourself but scared to die, you are also coward

Paradoxically, both types- suicidal & non-suicidal are cowards

Question is die or don’t die ?

Alien 1: I heard you are part of planet…..earth invasion ? Do you know anything about it?

Alien 2: Yes

Earth was having lot of things, out of all one is very important

It is tiny, exist only for 100 years and very slow. it took billions of years to innovate a computer, Most important part of its journey is internet revolution.

and funny thing is despite the less span of existence, it created a discussion forum called SP for discussions on  voluntary killing

Alien 1: LOL, What is it called?

Alien 2: One of our document mention it as  “human”

P1: The one who living in this world

P2: The one who observing p1, criticizing & directing and setting targets for p1

Who is real?

This post is by P3 who analyzing both and looking for a chance to kill one of em

If P3 got success, how to punish him?